Can we skip to the part where i'm living my fairytale with my lovely kids and a husband who comes home every day with flowers. If this is the rocky road to that i'm not sure if i'm gonna make it. My back feels heavy and I seem to have a long way to go. With every corner that something good happens the bad follows. Just when you think it's gonna get easier it gets harder. When you let yourself be happy just for a second someone makes sure you're miserable again. They say crying helps, but how many hours, days or weeks do I have to cry to make it better?
